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[16 Jul 2004|07:45pm] |
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hey guys, the new user name is asphyxiated____ just so you know. im still working on geting it up and going so i dont know when ill start posting on that one, itll also be friends only. :)
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[15 Jul 2004|05:17pm] |
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comment with some suggestions for a new User name :) <3
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| Just so you all know...... |
[14 Jul 2004|06:57pm] |
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hm, im thinking about making a new friends only journal. im sick of all these punks commenting with rude remarks so i have to constantly delete them, and its really annoying having the same communitys promoted to me over and over. geez. so once my computer is better i think im making a new account.
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| "please! give me back my pants!!" |
[14 Jul 2004|04:57pm] |
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Welp, today i went to sleep after pool and didnt get up til, ughm 3? now im watching the end of Alias season 2 :) oh poor will, everyone thinks he is someone he isnt but he really is...its confusing. anyways, im probably not going out once again. i find myself sitting at home a lot latley. it makes me feel like i have no friends. =/ i hate feeling alone, it blows.
i also hate being promoted to over and over in my journal, if you wont join my community, dont ask me to join yours.
YAY!!! this is my favorite part of the entire season, when sydney and vaughn go to this german sex club thing lol, you have to see it to love it. they try to blackmail this perverted guy or somethin...gotta love it. <3
welp, im off to be alone, again.
what happened to comments from people i actually know?
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| i need anything, and you're everything. |
[13 Jul 2004|10:19pm] |
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SO yesterday wasnt too bad. went to chad's there was a bit of a get together, after sitting around a few hours we all decided to go play hide n go seek tag @ capitol. Katie & me were it first, it was a teensy bit scary. haha. then we all came back and swam, it was kinda cold. thennn i came home.
today sucked a lot. woke up early for pool, we didnt even swim, then i went to drumline, didnt feel like i accomplished that much so...it was pretty much a waste. after i got home i watched five episodes of alias in a row because nothing is better than that!!! When Syd and Vaughn were done trying to take down salone i went to mervyn's with the parrentals so we could get some shit for my room. i got 3 throw pillows, a set of candles, and a picture frame. then we went to target and i got some makeup and the elephant DVD. its an OK movie. it was kind of scary because you know it could actually happen, and did. so wah! dont pick on kids at you school unless you wanna DIE!! mwah hahaha. anyways, now im waiting for my stofers pizza...i can smell it...ahhh im drooling. :)
welp. ill update more later if i do anything worth writing about (like everything i just wrote about was?...)
Welcome home you <3
//Angela//
you love it
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| "You didn't think it was gonna be that easy, did you?" |
[11 Jul 2004|12:14am] |
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Leland gets back in two days.<3 (actually since its 12:30, that makes one day...EEK!)
i am so so so anxious to see him its insane! he said he'll ba back early monday so that is even more exciting! :D geez, no one can and wont ever compare to him. no one could make me feel the way he does. my stoumach is up to the top with butterflies ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. how i miss him, the nightly telephone calls just arent enough, i need a hug and kiss right now!! ahh some one xo me!
i want to do something life changing before he gets back. well not LIFE changing but apprearence changing at least, like cut my hair drastically or something. i think my mom is making an appointment for me soon so i can get a trim...but maybe i want more than that...comment with your thoughts. please.
anyways, i figured out how to spruce up my journal. w00t! (i dont know who made the banner i am curently using in the background so i cant exactly give credit, so if you see it please dont get mad, just tell me who you are so i can credit you!!)
well since i know how to do it now it will probably change frequently because thats the way i am...
welp, im off for now. if you havent joined my community, and you dont have plans to....i offically hate you.
thanks kids. love ya'll...maybe.
<Angela>
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| well, i was a camera whore...again. |
[09 Jul 2004|10:25pm] |
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Hey Kids, i realize i havent really updated in a while. i've been trying to get ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif?v=88.8) beauties_0f_lj off the ground (join now please!) anyways, today i slept in until about...2:30. hahaha. then i got all cute and made spaghetti for the fam, oh YUM. After we ate Marie came over and we took some pictures of her so she could apply to a few communitys and i took a bunch of really cute ones of me, which i shall post........now. : )
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| you look so good right now.......... |
[08 Jul 2004|03:40pm] |
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so...last night i actually did something. (i hadnt hung out with friends since saturday =/) so around 3ish? i went over to hill's. we walked up to olimpia flame. i had chicken and it came with jello. :) red jello though, not blue.
after we ate we played some catch phrase which is awesome then we went in the hot tub :) after a bit we were like "hm we need more people in here" so we called susie and she came in the tub....we were going to call up a certain guy for her but we decided against it. a few hours later Jenny, Amanda, brandon, Kate and Chris came by. man, hot tubs bring people together. :) and we had lots of hot tub sex. just kidding, but we did have fun. we sang girl scout songs and were just REALLY LOUD. so it was a good time.
thats all for now...
[Angela]
Four more days! :(
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| catching up.... |
[05 Jul 2004|09:05pm] |
i havent updated about whats been going on in a while.
Friday---------
went to camp dearborn w/ Suze, Di, and Josh (aka maggie) we had a BLAST, just swammmmm, layed on the sand, and played on the millions of play structures because were actually little kids at heart :) (little too much nudity in the lake though...hahaha)
Saturday---------
went to a BBQ/fireworks @ liz's. it was lots of fun, we played sims, moods and GIRL TALK!! lol. susie and marie were there too and we ate a bunch of food. oh scoreeeee.
sunday-------
fam. party over at Emily's. it was fun stuff, i enjoied it.
today-------
nothin big...got some ORANGE paint for my new room and pretty much sat around all day.... :( BLAH
IloveyouLeland!
{Angela}
IM GONG SHOPPIN WITH RIE TOMORROW!! ohhhh snap!
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| when you find yourself alone, just call my name and ill rush to your side. |
[02 Jul 2004|12:05am] |
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Oh Holy Fuck.
i only got to spend about an hour with leland today. and he is leaving first thing tomorrow morning. =/ this blows.
i miss him already! the only thing i can think about is the next time he'll hold my hand, kiss me, cuddle with me, hold me tight, make fun of me for saying something stupid, give me a big smile when he cheers me up... just every little thing. i know ill survive while he is gone but ill still miss him. if im this upset about him being gone eleven days what would happen to me if we ever broke up? AHH angela dont think like that! (this is what happends when im on my own for a handful of hours...)
i dunno, i could use some sleep
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a new pair of socks.
socks are really comforting if you think about it, whenever im feelin down i put on a great pair of socks and i feel better. i dont really know why, but it just helps. i think everyone has something small that just cheers them up, for me...its socks.
i hope i can go to 12 oaks tomorrow to spend my birthday money, if i can get someone to come with me that is...
im tired and bored.
|| Angela ||
p.s. I LOVE YOU LELAND and i miss you already <3
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[01 Jul 2004|10:58am] |
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so yesterday was a pretty lazy day. i lounged and slept alot then at 7 chad and katie picked me up and we met chuckie laura and josh up at rams horn. susie and alyssa couldnt go, :( but the food was SUPREME!!!
then when i got back marie kim and other laura stopped by and we played jakes booty call :) but we didnt succeed so that blows... (no pun intended) yeah so that was pretty swell if you ask me....
after they left i stayed up til like one online talking to leland. damn im gonna miss that kid : (
now today, when i got back from pool lauren and i got in this huge fight and shes still mad and she like screamed at me and stuff... so i just spent most of the morning cleanin my room and then i took a bubble bath with the stuff liz got me for my birthday : )
i hope i can see leland today...he's leavin TOMORROW!!! ugh sadness.
[Angela]
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| i've got leland on the brain!!!!!!! :) |
[30 Jun 2004|11:00pm] |
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| What's your boyfriend's full name?: | Leland Augistine Mccann | | When and were did you meet?: | band in 8th grade | | How long have you been going out?: | over 6 months now | | What color is his hair?: | brown | | What is his eye color?: | blue | | Is he taller or shorter than you?: | were about the same height now. | | Does he have braces?: | nope | | What's his fav. movie?: | kill bill i think?? | | Does he tell you he loves you?: | all the time <3 | | Have you ever gone out with him before?: | i am right now...? | | Does he have any brothers or sisters?: | yes | | If he does, how old r they and wut r their names?: | olivia - 10 | | Do you love him?: | very much so | | Did you have a crush on him b4 u started goin out?: | oh yeah | | Do you wanna marry him and live happily ever after?: | If this was a perfect world, yes. |
What do you kno about yer boyfriend????? brought to you by BZOINK!
| Him. | </td>| What's his name?: | leland | | How old is he?: | 14 | | What's his nationality?: | french canadian, german, and some other stuff | | What are his 3 best qualities?: | sense of humor, intelligance, and his hands | | His 3 worst?: | he is really busy a lot, hes homeschooled so i see him less and he makes fun of me :( | | What's his family like?: | his family is really nice, they are always doing stuff together, man my family doesnt do that. | | How is he with kids?: | depends on who. lol | | Does he treat you well? How?: | yeah, he's really sweet. | | As A Couple. | </td>| How long have you two been together?: | a little over 6 months | | How and when did you two meet?: | we met in band in eighth grade | | Did you know it was going to last?: | at some points yes but when we were fighting i always had to tell myself WE CAN DO THIS | | Can you picture yourself spending your life with him?: | i dunno. im still really young and hes my first REAL boyfriend, but i know i love him... | | Do you want to have his children?: | i dunno, i dont really want kids | | What's the best memory you two ever had together?: | my favorite memory is when we were just like laying down talking for the longest time at his house. it was like paradise. | | The worst?: | our many fights :( | | What's the best day you've ever shared?: | ugh, like everytime were together is like pure happiness for me, each time we see eachother its better than the last. | | Have either of you ever cheated?: | no | | If so, how did you deal with it?: | n/a | | Do you have names for your kids?: | we dont have kids thanks... | | What are they?: | n/a | | What song makes you think of him?: | anything smashing pumpkins.lol | | Out of all the little things he does, what's your favorite?: | how happy he gets when he cheers me up | | What does he do that annoys you sometimes?: | hes always so busy. =/ | | How much have you guys shared?: | a lot. | | On a scale of 1-10, what's the cuteness level?: | a definate eleven :) | | What's your nicknames for each other?: | bambi and elmo. lol | | If you could some him up in what word, what would it be?: | sweet. | | If you could tell him anything right now, what would it be? Say anything.: | ughmmm....i love you and im gonna miss you whne you leave me for eleven days...? | | Are you in lust with him?: | yes | | What's the sexiest thing about him?: | whenever he is playing with his band and he'll just give me this look...i dunno, its hard to explain. | | Finally, are you really in love?: | very very much in love. |
Your boyfriend brought to you by BZOINK!
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| never thought anyone could make me feel this way.... |
[30 Jun 2004|03:02pm] |
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My birthday was pretty nice yesterday.
The party @ chads was really fun. most of the time Katie and Me were playing DDR in our bathing suits lol. were sooo good at it. except not really. We went swimming even though the pool was practically ice cold...hah it was really funny, chad kept asking us to feel his cold nipples. hahaha. Laura, alyssa, katie, susie, and i ran over to my house and stole a pie. and ate it ALL!! It kinda sucked though cause Lee didnt get there til like 12 because the concert had more bands than they thought and they didnt wanna leave so...its understandable but it blows cause on friday he's leaving for 11 days. =/
thanks to all of you who celebrated my birthday with me :)<3
Anyways, i fell asleep when i got home today after pool so i still havnt done makeup and stuff so...i should do that soon but im like really lazy so unless someone asks me to do something ill prolly stay...um "natural" all day. meh, i dont really care. actually i think im going to rams horn later if i can contact who im going with to ask for a ride, yeah so i still dont know if im going.
today is really boring.
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[29 Jun 2004|09:55am] |
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I'm fifteen today! :)
i dont feel any older, i feel the same.
anyways, yesterday my sister gave the the requiem for a dream DVD and my brother got me alias season two!! :) the rest of the fam just got money which is one of the best things ever because i dont have a job. but i really miss when i was a kid and i would rip the cool wrapping paper off and see some toys, usually barbies because hey! i was a barbie FEIND!
anyyyyyways....i just got home from pool. we played this cool game and i got to tackle my sister in the water...sort of. And today @ 1 i have drumline sectionals til 3. =/ ugh. but later...im going over to chadder and Chuckster's for the BIRTHDAY BBQ/welcome back to the temperate zone jeff. fun stuff. im excited. (even though leland wont be there til late cause hes going to the RBF concert ::shrugs:: ::rolls eyes::)
i hope i have a good day today. but hey...im the only one who can make it that way ...
wow, im actually being optimistic...
[Gela]
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| with one look at my pale face you can see i've been crying all day. |
[28 Jun 2004|07:01pm] |
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so, theres a family birthday party going on upstairs right now.
its for me.
i choose to segregate myself because leland couldnt come and because all my cousins i can actually talk to decided to leave me here and go to the Sprint store for Jackie's phone, she was freaking out about it or something...i dunno. but anyways, i chose to not include myself in the "cheerfulness" because with one look at me you can tell i've been bawling my eyes out all day like the little girl i am....i'm supposed to be fifteen tomorrow....whoa. it's really pathetic being me, i cry so much over nothing. i'm usually unhappy for no reason which drives everyone up the wall...and my temper is like a shaken up pepsi bottle. why do people put up with me?
suprisingly...none of my cousins have gotten high yet. whoop de doo. they brought girlfriends/boyfriends/just friends...yet none of mine are here, why must my parents be so nice to them? they can come but i cant invite my friends when its MY party. maybe thats selfish...i dunno
whatever...
im fifteen tomorrow
why arent i excited?
[Angela]
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